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Beyond AbeyanceI used to write of darkness.
Of a place so hollow and apathetic,
And my insignificant place inside it.
But silence was deafening,
along with solitude savage.
I suffocated on thoughts of oblivion.
And I floated there.
my realm of
It wasn’t until I closed my eyes,
That I dreamed of COLOR.
C r e a t i o n f l o o d e d m y l u n g s,
And jump started my blood flow.
I was given all the universe
.........Of which to shape into something b e a u t i f u l..........
S o I g a v e l i f e.
I t o o k c o n t
PowerlessFriendship is a beautiful word!
But it clearly, is an over used one.
That brink of trust,
Was soon crushed.
But the beauty is; it made me stronger.
You may not have learned a thing.
You think I am insane.
I think I am just viewing the world in different eyes.
So, you know who I am on the inside.
What power do you gain from it?
How we have this way of thinking that knowing a secret, makes us higher then the rest.
That crown drawn over your head, means nothing.
See the illusions erased.
You can't say a word, shocked that you have no power.
So I trusted you once, spill my secrets too the world.
Laugh as they backstab me.
Watch me fall, with a glimmer of joy in your eyes.
In the end, go back to your miserable life.
You gained nothing.
I will still be the beautiful girl I am.
You can't do shit too me!
Whatever you say, means nothing.
Take your words somewhere else.
Because hear you gain nothing.
We are strong,
We are unique
We are the different people, who achieve things.
My demiseTell me dear.
That you want to do it.
Or that if I offered you'd like too
My heart, is twisted.
And knows this simple logic of saying no.
But within these walls, let's experiment.
Nobody can see me each day round.
To carry or care.
Hours spent, on mindless things.
Eyes dead, in this soulless life.
Single again, another rounding heartbreak.
This heart, hasn't been known for much.
These words haven't been shown to the world.
My_Heart_Misses_Him_TooI pick up my phone
After coming home from church
There's a new text message
It's from him
The one I love
"are you happy"
Am I happy
I have a loving boyfriend
And I love him with all my heart
I have a family that loves me
I have friends that keep me company
And even though I can't see him
Even though if I reply he won't get it
Even though I miss him so much it hurts
And even though I have plans most of this summer
I am happy
Because I know he cares about me
And I know he misses me
Even if it's not quite as much as I miss him
And I know
I'll get to see him soon
Even if I have to tell my father everything
I will see him
Because my heart
Misses him too
To depression, for creating days without endWake up to the realization that you've been awake
for seconds, minutes, hours.
You've been awake in this warm, dark room
and you don't know how long it's been
but now you're conscious
and it starts again--
the pain, strong and steady, in your chest.
You gain consciousness in this too warm morning
and your thoughts whir in endless loops
because it's either that or face the weight in your chest.
Light breaks though the window, soft and unwelcome
but you take it as a reluctant gift--
a new distraction from the feelings awake in your chest.
Awake, but not conscious.
So you think yourself in circles a little while longer
waiting for those quiet pains
(the constant reminder)
to gain consciousness.
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